Unknown Waiting

I don’t know,
I don’t know why, or what, or how long or short this is.
I do know,
I know that life is happening this moment
And this moment I want to be with you
Talk to you, touch you, breathe you
I don’t want to think too much about it
But I can’t stop thinking about it
My brain counts the hours,
But all I feel are seconds
Those maddening seconds
They pull like anxious tugs on my soul reminding me again, and again
Not yet